Hiding In My Cave

Feeling so overwhelmed some days especially when the answers to move forward aren't in your hands. It's hard.

My thing is that I'm trying to tackle on every situation head first. Because one, it builds character. Two, handling your crap takes guts, balls, and responsibility. Three, if you don't handle it and run you'll get use to it and it will be a ripple in your life. Four, if you don't learn it now, it will repeat itself until you learn the lesson life is trying to teach you. Five, if you don't handle it will never go away on its own.

So yeah, I'm hiding in my cave because I'm trying to handle crap but waiting for other factors to kick in so I can move forward. But I hate it. I hate this feeling of not doing a good job, not handling my shit and then getting yelled at for being unresponsible, etc.

It's a no win situation at the moment but to bite my tongue and move move move!