This weekend I thought (my negative self again) was going to have a bad one. I was going to run errands with my sis and follow her around. After searching hours for a parking space I learned that carrying your 40 lbs daughter up 2 hills on a 85 degree sunny day in 4 inch heels is big workout. At first I was dying! But looking back on it, it was great!!! Haha. Best workout and learn a lesson that if I'm gonna wear 4 inch heels I better get some comfy ones! ha!
There was a bad part of my day where my husband went MIA for an hour. Very frustrating at the moment in time but each time he does this it just shows me more why I should leave and less to stay. Soon.
Right after that moment I took my daughter to starbucks for some much needed coffee. Got to have my coffee. So we took a nice stroll and sat in front of Starbucks with my ice coffee and an apple juice for my lovely. It was quite relaxing and enjoyable. At that moment I realized me and my daughter were happier without him. He did eventually call me with an excuse of getting "pulled over by the cops". Okay whatever.
But going on this feeling of knowing me and my daughter was happy at the moment just being together and spending some qt, I went with it. I ditched all my duties and me and my daughter went to a mall. It was the best!! I barely go shopping with just me and my daughter because of the fear of someone following you to your car, or some carjacker jumping you from behind as you take out or put in your child in the carseat.
But yesterday was a great day. We walked through Nordstrom, Macys, some children's stores and me and my daughter had a great time. I got her a balloon and a gumball. Topped it off with a Happy Meal from McDonalds. It was great.
Looking back on it, I think that day really should remind me how me and my daughter are just fine without my husband. And I can do it all on my own. Happiness is what you make of it, not waiting for someone else to.
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