One Life

Okay so I've been sitting here just bothered about this dream. Yes I do need to get a social life that doesn't include my husband.

But also what I discovered is that I've been leaning on him to make all the choices for me!! Just like this blog name for instance....northwestskies.blogger (or whatever). He says northwest is good for me and I believed his reasoning. He tells me I should do this, I do it. And I do get angry when things don't go the way I want it to because I didn't make the choice!

Need to shape up and WAKE UP! I let someone I thought cared about me lead me through a blind and dark time in my life. Just because you marry someone and you think they should have your best interest in mind, it's definitely not a guarantee.

I only have one life to live and I'm going to go out how I want to go out. Dance the way I wanna dance, sing as loud as I want to, fail on the path I choose, and succeed knowing I got there on my own.