Law of Attraction

The Law of Attraction...books, Oprah, the infamous book and dvd, "The Secret". It's about your energy attracting what you are thinking and wanting. So say you want a Mercedes Benz. They suggest you imagine yourself driving it, put a picture of your car on a board so you can visualize it, and putting it out into the universe that you are going to get that car. And the Law of Attraction states that you will attract what you desire or set out to do and you will eventually be driving that Benz!

So, putting it out there in the Universe. I'm a great business woman. Seriously. A great business person and leader are naturally born no matter what you see in books. You can groom and teach someone to do well in business but they will never be great. Greatness comes from intuitiveness, being to change the situation, roll with the bunches, be adaptable and withstand the heat and criticism that comes with it.

Yes I've been underfire my whole life by the people who are most important to me. They've told me my dreams were too big or my dream was the wrong dream.

At age 8-9 I dreamt that I was going to be in a high position. At 8-9 you don't think what position but I just knew I was meant to be great. At age 19 I dreamt that I had a fantastic high-floor corner office overlooking the city. A pile of paperwork on my desk, my phone ringing off the hook, a picture of my so-called family on my desk, and feeling utterly and totally alone. Since that dream I had given up my drive for being great and focused on having a family. Because I thought that what I would give up (family, love, friends) wasn't worth title, recognition, and money.

I am at a crossroads again. The desire or fire inside me burns and throwing it all away still didn't give me love or friends. And family...I've learned will always be there.

Fear and failure is what occupies my mind. Did I throw it all away? Am I too late? Is there a point even trying? What did I get myself into?

Okay...here is my negative side again. The law of attraction also states that if you think negative and put that energy out there, that all you will attract is more negative things. But the thing is, how do I get myself out of this rut?!

So Universe...I'm here. I know I can do great business, I'm intuitive, smart, adaptable, driven when I need to be and still able to step back and follow someone else's lead. Once I start in a company you will find that I'm irreplaceable and can handle 3 mediocre jobs or do 1 great job. To be the best is an understatement, I'm looking to be the only. And just like I told my husband, if you don't see that then you never will.