Dream a Little Dream

So lately I've been having some really life-like situation dreams. Especially my career and love life.

Just an hour or two ago I dreamt I was out a group of friends. It was a vacation to a ski place, Aspen, Vail, I don't know where exactly but it was snow and we were dressed for it. My husband was in the dream.

After this trip we're all heading back to home. There are two groups: one taking a flight home and another driving back. So my husband is going to take the flight home and tells ME to go with the group driving. For some reason I'm not angry, I say okay.

I go with the group driving and we check in to the hotel. All the girls stay together and each one has a room buddy except me. And one of the girls says to me that, "We didn't expect you to come with us. So the room situation goes as follows: Natalie sleeps with etc, and this person will sleep next to Natalie, etc, etc." And I would end up with whoever is left.

Then at the point I felt lonely and then thought about how my husband left me and would be halfway back home on an airplane while I was stuck at a hotel. I woke up feeling hurt and friendless.

My first instinct was that the dream was telling me that I'm not part of the "popular" crowd. But then I started thinking maybe I need to start living my life without my husband. Now third thought....that I only get angry at my husband when things go wrong? Say if I had a friend that bunked with me no problem, would my anger towards my husband surfaced?

Either way I do need to work on having a life apart from my husband. This maybe the source of all of it.