I Am Not My Job

I Am Not My J-O-B!

I've been feeling really down this past week because I'm getting yelled at by customers at my job. It's frustrating because their emails or complaints are directed to me. And blaming ME for the mistakes and causes I had no control over. Some yes maybe. But in the big picture of things no way.

I know my work, love, family, and personal life are all tied into one. More like they're all under one roof (working at home, working for my husband, daughter stays at home with me, and the times I do go out it's with my husband and daughter). So when one dominoes everything takes a hit. I become unhappy staying at home, I feel my husband judges me or thinks less of me because I think I'm doing a bad job and so on.

Everything touches...I guess like life. I need to seperate everything. Work is work, love life is love life, family is family. I want to be able to get off at 5:30 and go home to another realm of my life. A home where I can relax, play with my daughter free of stress and worry. Like a yin and yang in life, you need it through your day. It feels like I'm yang all day and I feel very off balance.

Universe!!! I am not my job. I'm more than just a job. And J-o-b, I won't let you get the best of me.